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State of Mind EP

by Abandoned Sanctity

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1.
Intro 00:39
These are troubled times. I stand alone with a troubled mind
2.
Purging 04:16
I will remove you from my mind like you removed me from your life. You gave me shattered hope, I bring you pure hate and disgust for your black heart. I’ll destroy every memory of you and me. All you care about is yourself, let’s see what you care about when you’re burning in hell. I just wish I saw your true colors sooner. I just wish I opened my eyes quicker. No matter what you say or do, I will never forgive you, so now I turn my back to you. You’re just human waste, a waste of fucking space. You’re human waste. You’re just human waste, a waste of fucking space. Cause of you, I know what it’s like to feel nothing, but you’re just nothing to me now, you’re just a fucking waste, a waste of my time, a waste of space in my mind. So here’s a fuck you for lying to my face, your part in my life is easily replaced. You’re easily replaced. Our memories now lie in the grave.
3.
I've seen everything change around me, and everyone become someone else. I ask myself what has become of this world, but I’ll never understand. I’ve grown to see, the world is nothing of what it seems to be. Every fucking day, I slowly lose care about the things around me. I’ve let a cold world change me. The truth has been placed before me, and nothing will ever be the same. I’ve become a cynic, the thing I swore I’d never be. I’ve let apathy blind me from reality. No hope in myself or anyone else. This is destroying me, I’ve let it take over me, I can’t take another day, of all the selfishness I’ve been exposed too. And I’ve got nothing to believe in but myself I had to give up on everyone else. I now know what it's truly like to have nothing left to live for. But I’ll do my best to make something out of nothing. The world continues to try hold me down, but I’ll be greater than this world. The world continues to try to hold me down, but I am greater than this world. The world doesn’t stop for me so why should I stop for it?
4.
In Existence 03:23
What will you say you have learned, after you rid this state of mind you created, with the worst intentions? I’ve watched from a close view become the person that you’ve always despised. But I know you’ll just sit around and not do a damn thing about. I control my life and I control my destiny, and I won’t just stand by let you attempt to ruin me. Goodbye old friend. You’ve throw away your morals and now you question mine? You deserve nothing but the worst. I won’t let the manipulator in you blind me from what’s real. You won’t blind the truth any longer.
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My heart and mind grow weak, but I’m still standing on my own feet. Never again will I resort to having a crutch. I never needed anyone and I never will. Now I say goodbye to the pathetic lifestyle I lived for so long, and welcome the change of times. I welcome the change of times. For so long I followed the worlds ways, and followed how the wind sways. Expectations weigh down on me, and my ground is crumbling beneath me. But I have no other option but to keep moving on. I’m just another day closer to death, and I embrace death like a brother when it’s my time. I’m just following my path blindly not knowing what’s next. Life is pain and there’s no way around it. The world is nothing of what it seems to be, so I embrace reality.
6.
Dead Idols 02:38
How could anyone look up to someone like you? You’re just a coward and fueled by greed. You want all the love in the world, but in my eyes you don’t deserve a bit of it. Living a lifestyle that the weak look up too, but I see the reality. And the reality is, you’re nothing but a contradiction. And you think you’ve got the world in your hands, but you will soon see that your life will come to a tragic end. The people build you up just to watch you fall. They call you their hero, but you are nothing to me. I can’t wait till the day where you fall apart, and hate yourself more than I could hate you. You’re everything I hate and more. You’re everything I want dead.
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All these minds are made of sand, letting every little thing affect our lives, only believing what we’re told and not what we’re shown. If you saw hearts for what they truly are, would these minds turn to stone? Would you give up on the weak and stray from the sheep? We try and see through the truth and look past our reflections so we see what we want to see, so we hear what we want to hear, and be what want to be. But like I did you’ll soon realize that’s not how this works. It rang in my head that we're all the same and I hope that fact will change.

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released September 14, 2012

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2010-2014
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